Saturday, February 16, 2008
hats and ice cream...
here am i, not having posted for a long long time...
going on life without a minute to step back and take a look at the big picture...
some secrets are bigger than others...
some tasks are harder than others...(or we think they are)
some motivations are weaker than others...
i wonder with a pain in the flesh, how we move on each day...
we hope to linger in our perfect place, in the day with a coffee in hand at a sunlight cafe with an intellectual book... at night in a dimly lit place with an alcohol and a friend...
we can try so hard sometimes, too hard, fighting till we lose the goal, stuggling till we slip recklessesly on the ice...
anchor me to the ground...
some friends are harder to love than others... but, not everyone is easy to love...
turn on a narration to my life, run it like a movie...
food and drink, money and well, quietly wondering about things.... listening to my own footsteps and screaming inside sometimes to relieve the irritation in my gut...
walking to wrong direction though you know better... now walk better, walk right...
seeing things alone, seeing things in cold weather...
hugging yourself... maybe being laughted at and laughing at....
here are the random things i want to say and after i walk away from the computer will my life be any better? hahaha would yours after postring or reading my post...
figure with a fake background. it's always been, we always are and will always be... :D
:: izak blogged @
4:13 AM
