Monday, May 28, 2007
okay random post of all the shoes that we painted for our emerge as a cell group... haha i'm sure we're gonna shine looking like a traffic light on emerge! haha way to go man! ;D hahaha... the shoes are looking sexy and i'm not using camera effect to make them look that way okay! :D hahaha... yay w263! :D hahaha... don't be jealous eh... hahaha... :D i need to go get ready to go out in like... five minutes so i'm like chionging this post right now... :D hahaha... enjoy the pics! cyaz! :D
:: izak blogged @
11:13 PM
i'm thankful for a great day, though... it wasn't perfect... but i enjoyed it all the same and i accomplished much i believe... :D haha...
morning was spent painting shoes for emerge with irwin, jessica and cheryl, we rock upside down i tell ya, the shoes looked sexy like nobody's business... makes me wanna start shoe painting again, shall post up my old shoe pics soon and that reminds me, i have a shoe job on hand! how could i forget? ;( Woke up late and was forty five minutes behind time in meeting irwin, kinda guilty, but we had a great kopitiam breakfast... :D filled me up nearly for the rest of the day... wasn't really hungry after that...
After painting shoes chionged down to orchard to meet amos, kevin and desiree for a movie... haha they were all high so i think i felt kinda out cuz i was tired and not really in the mood to shoot of my mouth like a crazy cannon... so i decided to do my biggest widest smiles for them throughout the outing... haha, my acting is bad! haha kevin thought i was angry, sorry buddy... :D hahaha...
After holding my pee for 3 crazy hours in pirates of the caribbean i grabbed a cab and left, the uncle was a vulgar man and he kept talking to me about crazy stuff...
taxi man: whoa you going to far uh...
me: uh, yea... haha...(told him republic poly already)
taxi man: so what course are u studying in poly?
me: uh visual comm... it's like advertising and graphic design, those kind...
taxi man: oh, i want to tell you a story but first i need to ask u a question, are u straight?
me: uh, yea (raises eyebrows)
taxi man: you know that day these two guys came onto my car then at first one of the guys said he want to go to ang mo kio but then after ahwile the other guy tell him to spent the night with him so in the end they changed their mind to go to pasir ris to spend the night together, they were kissing so passionately! First time i see two guys kissing man...
me: oh, yuck, actually you earn more what...
taxi man: yea but i really don't understand how they can kiss. I understand if a man and a woman they kiss and touch and stuff but seriously if you ask me i couldn't bring myself to kiss a man.
me: oh... ok... haha (SO WHAT! DO I LOOK LIKE I WANT A KISS?)
taxi man: actually it's because they were talking about advertising so when you mentioned that i was reminded of it... anyway, very wasted they both look quite... like they have designer hair, one of them got blond blond one then another use gel to make his hair like durian... then one of them got earring also...
me: hahaha... oh, yea wasted singapore nowadays so many ... hehe (HE'S DESCRIBING ME RIGHT! I KNEW HE GOT SOME MENTAL PROBLEM, THE TAXI UNCLE IS CALLING ME GAY! SO INSULTING...)
taxi man: you know last time when i was driving a limousine before i drove taxis, once they asked me to drive this south american ambassador around, then he put his hand on my thigh and squeeze my thigh! then i told him i was uncomfortable and then ask him to take his hand away then i bring him to a gay club and introduced my gay tour guide friend to him... then the next day my gay friend call me and tell me that his ambassador man bought him a diamond ring!
me: oh... (-_-|||)
[this is where we pass by big houses]
taxi man: you see this place, last time the @#$%^&*&^%$%^(bad words) chief justice stay here one... and you see here? that's the !@#$%^& russian embassy...
me: haha, okay... :D
.....
IS THIS THE KIND OF PERSON YOU WANT TO BE STUCK IN A CRAZY TRAFFIC JAM WITH?!
haha... thank God, He answered my prayers and made the jam less severe... if not... i will bite my tongue and die...
POS training was tiring... :D ... whee~! cheers! few days to emerge! :D we'll survive! :D
:: izak blogged @
9:44 AM
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Today was a good day i guess, at least there was a sense of satisfaction that i finished it, haha, feels great to be able to get home and drown urself in norah jones and watch ur favourite bimbotic taiwanese drama...
Today woke up late to serve... took a taxi to church, shouldn't make this a habit... haha... sleep early on saturdays next time... Assumed my low profile logistics personel position.. :D i kinda like the way it is now... :D when we move to hall one and i have to pack and move and pack and move... now that's tribulation man, haha i mean, i hate to admit it, but i'm lazy luh... hahaha and it's just not my thing lah... LOL...
Emerge is coming, pretty exciting eh... :D
Today's training was pretty down cuz some of the people were emo, thank goodness i have some people to clump together with, haha ;D thank God for vanessa, darren and jolene... now i have pics in my phone... but it's kinda late huh... Another day...
ciaozzzzzzz
:: izak blogged @
8:06 AM
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Was just recovering from coming home super late last night this afternoon when i had to leave the house again for another day of non-stop actiON! hahaha... omg it's so fun running here and there doing this and that, i love my cell group... *smitten face*... lolz *slaps self* ...
Just before i left the house i had a peek at my room and...
hullo hurricane katrina :D MY ROOM IS SO MESSY!
emo-shot i took while waiting for the bus...
EMO KID! I LOVE EMO KIDS! THIS EMO KID IS SUPER EMO-ISHLY CUTE! EMO CUTE!
-_- since when did EMO and CUTE ever appear in the same sentence... :D
reached jurong east and met with irwin to go to jeanie's house to prepare shoes for emerge... irwin has a pimple outbreak... poor thing! but it's okay, he's becoming THE MAN after going through such tough training in NS... :D and he has fuzzy hair...
SUNNY SMILES
becca and her MODEL POTENTIAL :D
trying for the "i am innocent" look :D
they didn't tell me to smile radiantly so i just acted like a schmuck
i'm not the schmuck in this one, but i don't know what on earth happened to my lips, don't ask either... bah... :( haha
it got windy! yay, ah beng hair hidden and doesn't count in such situations, i like!... :D
THREE FUNNY JEANIE PICS:
"da xiang... da xiang..."
THREE CHEEKY MAO SAN PICS:
TWO ACT CUTE IRWIN PICS:
ONE CANDID BECCA PIC:
MY REACTION:
group love!
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8:37 AM
Friday, May 25, 2007
Even though i have to rush out the design for my cell group's shoes and do a hundred-and-one things and do some sketches in my sketch book i still have this sudden surging urge to want to blog. So here goes, haha...
well, cancel off all memory of previous two emo posts, haha i kinda remember saying that i wanted all my posts to be happy posts... lolz... but in any case, who doesn't have their sad days? The very days when the emo-ness just overwhelms you, when u're sitting on ur cluttered bed, staring out at the raindrops pelting your window... whee~! so philosophical! i like!
okay so yesterday i slacked at home and i watched "ai qing mo fa shi" for abit before leaving the house to meet aaron at tampines mall, i was on time! yay! haha, yea, so we had starbucks and he happily went to sleep leaving me to play marvel vs capcom on his comp... :D i kicked ass okay! lol...
this is before...
this is AFTER! :D
omg, bliss man... lol, aaron had THREE shots for his caramel dunno what thing, dun know HOW on earth the dude could go to sleep... think he's really exhausted... lolz, i was chatting nonsensically with him all day about how much i WANTED to backslide, haha he's a good listening ear, cuz he just shoots everything i say down so i won't take myself seriously... lol, haha, thank God for people like him ard...
went to popular, got a new sketch book... bought NORAH JONES ALBUM... WHICH CANNOT BE BURNED! OMG... -_-... want to weep now... hahaha
after we chilled at starbucks aaron and i went to EXPO for POS preview, haha cheerleading was like my object of cursing for that one hour... lolz, haha we went to queue for abit in the ATM queue which was like... LONG like crazy and there was this weirdo chinese man with big big eyes and a little balding head, he had a small paunch... was queueing in front and screaming crazily at his wife somewhere in the crowd behind... eventually he helped her to CUT THE QUEUE... As in he already like draw finish his money then the person behind him already went, he just slotted himself back into the queue LIKE THAT... haha -_- ugly singaporean me... lolz...
POS preview was cool, Pst zhuang was talking something about us being on fire and blah... like, ZOMG, i told aaron "everytime i want to backslide this kind of thing happen.." *sigh* hahaha, GOD LOVES ME i can't help it people.... lol...
POS preview over, we went for larry's birthday. The first time in a long time i suddenly felt that i opened up truly to the POS people and was able to let my true self show and i felt like, i held too many prejudices against too many people and some people weren't actually as nice as i thought they were. The point is, until you actually reach the final hour, you won't know who's who... thank God that i stuck around... I let go of my prejudice! I felt that i was so blinded before, and now i really get it luhh... :p leave that part behind... :P
my mom washed my superman shirt...
AND IT SHRUNK! LIKE OMG!
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8:11 PM
Thursday, May 24, 2007
1)Why do people have to put music on their blogs so when i go in it blasts at me and it clashes with the cool stuff i'm already playing?
2)Why do earholes get infected such that i had to close the one at the top of my ear?
3)Why do emo pictures look so darned cool?
4)Why can't i even get a decent day out at orchard?
5)Why haven't i watched tv for the past 6 mths?
6)Why do i have pimples?
7)Why do i desperately need a job but am too lazy to find one?
8)Why are bimbotic taiwan drama serials simply so nice to watch?
9)Why did i not borrow 'boston legal' from my brother to watch/
10)Why does the word "church" make me want to run and hide?
11)Why am i stuck with such hilarious hair?
12)Why can't i simply have a long emo faraway holiday?
13)Why can't i live in a cartoon world? i want to be a cartoon?
14)Why is kevin afraid of hamsters, he's so big, they're so small?
15)Why isn't jasmine fat though she stuffs herself with chocolate and stuff like that?
16)Why can't i just stay home everyday and ROT?
17)Why do i become so "bitchy" so often nowadays?
18)Why do i find people irritating and a bore and boring and fake? maybe they are?
19)Why do i drink when i don't see the point of drinking in the first place?
20)Why do i get myself into things i simply do not want to do?
21)Why do i get myself into things first then regret later?
22)Why am i such a procrastinator?
23)Why is my sketchbook such a failure? it looks like failure to me...
24)Why is school so fun? i want to make it my new church
25)Why am i such a spend thrift?
TEN REASONS WHY I SHOULD LEAVE CHURCH:
1. I met so many fake people
2. I feel like a fake person
3. People can be so mean sometimes
4. Four years and i'm still where i was at the beginning
5. I am simply busy
6. Sundays are great days to go out
7. I'm so tired of saying "i've got church stuff"
8. I'm so tired of dreading going for church stuff
9. I'm so tired of reading the bible
10. I'm so tired physically?
Reasons why i SHOULDN'T quit church:
1. God's been nice all this while?
HAHAHA ... OH GOSH... i suck... :p
:: izak blogged @
10:09 PM
yesterday was the prelims for tee-shirt and jeans design competition, after a crazy rush from the mrt station, me, jeanie, merrien, becca and maosan arrived at the church office to be greeted by all the other designers and their models... and ZOMG, my design was so small compared to theirs! -_- screams...
watching taiwan drama serial "ai qing mo fa shi" now... borrowed it from anqi... didn't believe it was nice at first but after a few episodes... it's really very nice actually!!! :D
today was a great day, after so many hours of sleep i feel revived! The so many nights of chionging homework has taken its toll on me and now i am endowed with permanent eyerings...think tomorrow i will clear up my stuff... such a big mass of stuff all over the place... not to mention that i have invaded my sisters room with all my work... lol...
izak is thinking of quitting church... very tired after hour years trying to get a move on but being stuck, trying to be nice, trying to get along stuff like that, time to get out i think, totally can't imagine what i'm doing now, i know if i leave i'll never go in again, its a lifetime decision ... i want sundays on a peaceful quiet cafe with a coffee and a book and a nice coffee...
:: izak blogged @
10:38 AM
Saturday, May 19, 2007
emo pics, everyone, i think some of these are actually quite cool... taken around school while we were on our mad photographing assignment...
i am having a very bad pimple outbreak and would do anything to get rid of it, my skin feels like alligator butt now... i attribute this to a lack of sleep and a large intake of kopi-beng and kit kat chunky... i'm feeling kinda oily right now...
just feeling so low nowadays, like tired and stressed and depressed kinda low... must be the school, can't wait for the holidays to come... i just can't get moving anymore, i'm just stagnating and stuck and i know i've got loads of homework to do but i just can't get down to doing them... like i end up watching la bi xiao xin and playing crazy taxi and slacking off instead...
i lost my whole plastic bag of lollipops on CCN day!!! OMG... 2.40 down the drain and lots orange flavoured pleasure gone... :( i feel sad... :P nevermind, the hamsters were so cute... inspire me to get a pet... :D
feel like an irritating person, i irritate others... i wish i were an antisocial nerd, then no one would be bothered by me but that would make me even more depressed cuz i need people to talk to me... lol, i'll buy a tickle-me-elmo then... :D hahaha... i'm quite sick of me, i don't want to be me anymore my life has totally lost control, what the heck was i thinking... i was meant for outcasted livings man...
i conclude! making jokes is a waste of energy, i shall thus become a jokeless blob... ;D
anyway, that aside, i skipped church today, i totally imagined that i was sick... i had diarrhoea and a spinning headache... they'll probably suspect that i was faking it but i imagine they won't cuz i really looked shagged at the last cell group... i'm going off the track with God, i'm trying :P now don't tell me i didn't try hard enough...
missed POS preview, missed service, missed amanda's b'day...
i hate self... i hate the way i turned out... i know i'm weird man, i don't need to be told i'm weird, i have a mirror and five senses too... i don't like being loud and squealish either but then it's very tiring to forgive everyone that calls you a bitch... :D (this is not the main point of the post :D) Look i ain't mr. sensitivity here okay, lol, i've lived being the backside of things all my life, think i'd blow up now? :P nah, don't think so... :D
anyway today is my last day at work, one load of my shoulders... though i know i really need the money, but i guess that saving and scrimping is another option...
:: izak blogged @
10:36 PM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
"I.M.B.Z"... i am busy, that is my new motto for like the next few years of my life... i cannot believe the amount of work i am buried under and i had a new breakthrough that day, surviving on numerous kit kat chunkies i survived the entire night doing homework till 5.20... :D happiness... rahhh...
These few days been pretty crazy, i'm like a walking time bomb, too tired, nothing is going right up there in my brain, oh i was supposed to post up pics right, haha too tired and no time also, haha i wish i could get home early one day to simply sleep... can't wait for Pos to be over and for work to end as well... this week is last week at work, BYE BYE BALENO... and bye bye 5.50 an hour too... but i think i got a new job... woot~! haha, hope it's super slack, think i'm selling clothes again... hahaha.. going crazy...
was super tired and emo today... haha was stupid enough to reject kopi-beng in the morning, in the afternoon when i finally downed a cup it felt like super good and i finally managed to get a little high in the day... haha happiness... anyway, now i'm in the comp lab and waiting for kevin to get his work done on my comp... but he's playing crazy taxi... the pig... i want to play too... lOlz! but i want to get out of here and go and buy some new shoes but the idiot is still playing crazy taxi... i got cool pics, post up soon... woot~!
:: izak blogged @
1:18 AM
Saturday, May 5, 2007
nowadays wherever i go, whenever it is, as long as i'm not carrying out extensive movement, i fall asleep... and such is the life of mr.teh, very stressed visual comm freshman who is buried under a huge enormous pile of homework. TODAY I HAVE PICTURES! haha, i'm so happy that i am finally able to have some visual stuff in my blog, cuz honestly, i think words can be so boring... :D hahaha...
today was a good day for me, i really had some time to relax and enjoy myself, haha i think i'd really enjoy a job-free life, thus my nice typewritten, crisp, fresh piece of resignation letter is sitting pretty in my bag... "SUBMIT ME" it screams... haha...
early in the morning we TP freshmen went down for our APEL1 thing, it was supposed to be three hours but thank goodness it doesn't exactly take that long to finish reflecting on stuff so we managed to get out in time to have hot cakes at macs! haha i think my class is pretty bonded leh, haha... whee~! i want to take more pictures, but that'll be after my hair is another colour and my ulcers heal so i can smile properly in the first place... wahahaha...
after macs we went to big bookshop to buy stuff, our lives totally revolve around bookshops nowadays, haha ying nuo helped me to cut queue, as such, she is a sweet person... :D haha, kevin bought an orange lollipop, as such, he is a very wise lollipop eater... :D We went to watch spiderman three after that! haha so exciting can, haha the seats in the theatre are simply great, i was simply sinking in an totally enjoying myself in the comfort, thank goodness that i didn't fall asleep... :D rahh... pics now...
welcome to temasek design school... :D
robin in the foreground, acting emo... while veron in the back tries hard to observe the pathetic statue in the distance... no she is not biting his neck...
kevin acting like some hip hop thing... and veron in the back... again... haha
talk to the hand, amos, such a typical diva...this pic was my first wallpaper for about... 10 hours? :D
chrystal/cheryl... so cute! :D haha
amos, the man behind the hand... :P
me and the very decent looking jonathan...
my flyer vanessa, yay... haha
izak's homemade classroom tattoo kisses jonathan on the cheek! CREDIT TO XAN CREDIT TO XAN CREDIT TO XAN.. thanks xan u be my private tattoo artist okay? :D
pos friends... :D
ice cream at swensons!
peggie acting nonchalant, i miss being white... tanned is not my kinda thing... haha
three very stressed visual comm boys... haha, :D yay... robin looks ecstatic!
robin the in front... again... and nat and veron smiling sweetly in the back... :D
three of us getting impatient at the ticket line... :D
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7:41 AM
