Sunday, April 29, 2007
hi, i'm super tired and super sleepy... drifting off to lala land...
today was supposed to reach church at 8 o clock... yours truly woke up at 815 to the sounds of my in-charge calling me from the bookstore... i have such a bad feeling that i made a bad impression due to my bad foresight by not sleeping early even though i knew i badly needed sleep... bah...
after church went to bugis converse to see if they had my sexy red shoes... no they didn't, neither did the converse in OG at chinatown... i tell u, i was depressed when i walked into the shop that day... cancelled work for thursday, was kinda guilty that purence had to change the entire schedule, so treated him to orange juice...
then the most amazing thing happened...
shawn treated me to a kit kat chunky, wahhh... amazement fills my mind now, haha, i'm glad that i have friends that bother to drop surprises... haha, LOLLIPOPS ANYONE... working was a drag though, i kinda find it boring nowadays... don't know if i can hold out much longer, kinda feel like i'm not doing anything at work, my worth has just been disqualified, no?
when i got home i decided to make myself a nice omelette... i rock man it was so sexy... haha put lots of pepper and this sauce that sauce whatever sauce... woot... hahah... and the butter smelled great... be jealous, now, be jealous....
tomorrow is the first day of school... i'm gonna meet kevin in the morning, amaris and veron comin' along... woot, amos disappeared... dunno whether he's coming along or not... bah...so happy that i have people i know in class, very fortunate me, thanks God a hundred thousand billion zillion jillion times to the power of hundred..
aaron and i are going to causeway point to seek out my shoes again tomorrow... i think if we can't find it there... i'll seriously stab self in chest... thought i'd have pictures to leech from carissa and angie but they're both not online now... :( haha nevermind, with new phone comes new camera, wish me all the best in finding a new phone okie... hahaha...
woot... btw, amos, are u like totally sunburnt on the back, because i am and it's killin' me...
:P
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8:50 AM
Monday, April 23, 2007
i wanted to name this post "return of the guy with thick lips" but then i decided against it after all since it was pretty degrading on myself... Anyway, it's been ages since i blogged, i wanted to many times before but i decided against it since i had no nice pictures(my phone is spoilt) and also since, i had nothing interesting to blog about... and blogging about camp would be really troublesome...
so anyway now, i'm living in the aftermath of freshman camp... adding people on friendster, calling people, smsing people... PLUS with POS training and work and bible study and everything going on... i can't say i'm a very free person... i'm like one of the busiest persons on the globe! :P (so happy! join the club!)
camp was good, don't ask why, it just was... haha but i was really tired considering that i never got much sleep either night though some people are totally convinced that i shouldn't be tired cuz i got MORE sleep than them... haha i admit, i'm a pig... hahaha...
reached home at 12 the last day... next day woke up for cell group pretty early(see, no good sleep!)... after that went to work then next day woke up early for church(no good sleep, once again)... only TODAY i got some sleep in before meeting Aaron to go for POS training... hahaha i am SO THANKFUL for my bed and my bolster and i am so tired right now, i could drop dead before u... hahaha...
so today i got out of bed and went for a swim and lunch before going down to orchard to chill abit at coffee bean with my bible and sketchpad... then aaron arrived and then we did some shopping and movie before heading down for POS training... now, we watched a show called "the last mimzy" and i was totally hating our choice because it sounds like such an idiot-show but in the end it was really fantastical and i liked it... it's like, childrens bedtime story meets sci-fi flick... really sexy... :D
POS training really drained me out... cheerleading is NOT in my blood, trust me, hahaha ... i am about to DIE... haha i am so so so tired... haha, shall not complain... things that i give up for POS------> my nails(need to be short short) and my ear hole(hasn't healed, ear stud has to go though)... :( sobz... haha
i was just thinking... WHY ARE ALL MY POSTS SO BORING AND SAD AND REFLECTIVE AND SIMPLY SAD>.. i just don't get it... haha well, i must strive to have 0 sad posts from now till... december... hahahah...
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9:30 AM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
i want to buy buy buy...
but i've already been spending spending spending...
still...
i want to walk out of my next pay day with a new handphone...
i don't care... :D
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7:02 AM
Friday, April 13, 2007
random thought: growth can be slow, but it has to be steady... i mean we have to know that we are at the very least progressing and moving up and not falling back again and always being stuck at the same level all the time... right? hahaha... anyway i think i give up trying to become a better person le, just be happy with being me... bah, progress is a crap... haha
i learnt stuff about myself these past few weeks... haha going crazy with the people around me, i realised that there are people that i feel comfortable letting myself go with but there are some people that i just feel more uptight and unable to be very chatty with... haha i always thought i was friendly enough and talkative enough but i realised that i am actually someone who takes quite a long time to warm up to others, depends on the other person ba, if u're a fast warmer then i'll warm up fast... but if you're simply too cool then... i'll probably just diss u off... haha
i am POOR! i spent so much money this week i don't even feel sane... i just keep drawing and drawing and drawing... omg, i need to DIE right now... my atm just feels dry... i am feeling so guilty about spending all that money... but it's all in the name of some really darned good fellowship...so... am i off the hook? haha...
had some nice supper with cheryl and mao san... so bonded right, yea i'm proud of myself too, i bond well with the younger generation... haha, and i'm glad i survived the night, i held my pee for one and a half hours during benny hinn occasionally throwing very calm grins at chery and mao san standing behind me... haha honestly, it's pretty hard to listen to a message when your bladder is bursting...
i realise this post and my previous few posts have been UTTERLY pointless... i can't help it... i tried... haha :P NIGHT
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11:22 AM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
i'm now rushing through "jin zhi yu nie", nothing screams "emotional rollercoaster" more than this show, i'm still left gasping for breath right now... hahaha...
yesterday went for cable skiing with jeanie and diana... ouch my arms feel like they're about to be ripped off and my entire body aches... haha, augh...
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9:00 PM
Sunday, April 8, 2007
hi hi, it's currently 1.25 am in the night and carissa just signed into msn(yay, meaningless chats!) and i am enjoying the perks of having a laptop WITHOUT a battery problem by enjoying the nice air con and blogging on my bed...
this weekend was really the craziest weekend of the year for me(more to come) and so i approached it with a deep sense of trepidation and a renewed respect for all the people who enthusiastically looked forward to it... easter is quite the nightmare... but i got a chocolate egg from customer service... so i'm happy, who cares...
work was great this week, sales was the pits so i got time to play all day... scream at my colleagues(in a friendly manner) and choose not to fold any clothes at all... haha, i love my job... and i am secretly not going to quit because... i want to buy a new phone... i new stereo... new blinds... a new nose... nahhhz... haha, i'm quite happy with my pug nose, it makes me look chinese although i live with an awareness that people will never look at me and say "issac, your nose is stunning" ... bah, haha i have self-awareness okay, i can't believe how some people can declare themselves gorgeous and sexy and stuff like that, so egoistic... rahh...
easter service was quite good, standing outside of the hall for two days finally i get to go in and experience the drama for myself... haha, HELLO, i was weeping, oh my goodness i shock myself... at first i thought i was just having those kind of things when i dun have enough sleep and i yawn alot and get watery eyes but when nearing the end of the service i began to shake a little in my seat i knew it was not the case... awww, shucks, i think church has managed to emulate korean dramas in tugging at the heartstrings...
anyway i was having emotional turbulence the last few weeks... haha and i'm glad that for the moment i'm over it though i suddenly have the sudden urge to be utterly independant and hide in my room and be totally exclusive and kick the family out... but that happens... it'll pass... haha i think it's during these tough emotional times that i realised who i can really confide in...
REBECCA is great to confide in cause she understands, she's like another you, she's one of the few people that i can actually find who knows whats going on and will be able to share in the burden... *hearts*
SHAWN is good to confide in simply because you feel better after spitting it all out, he's not lying when he says he's a good listener... he simply listens and doesn't do anything... hee2...
zhang hui mei is a killer singer... all other singers burn their CDs when they hear her songs cuz they are GREAT... :P
i realised that recently i have this serious problem of a mood i get into that causes me to become really high and to speak really fast and to speak really fast and to be really crazy and be really enthusiastic and really inquisitive and scary... haha... i think i should spare the general public and become a quieter person... :D yay _ new resolution... haha
i want to learn korean leh... where on earth is carol, must be somewhere staring at her wu zhun posters... hahaha _D
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10:22 AM
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
i'm now chionging "jin zhi yu nie" on my comp... i have a gigantic pimple between my eyebrows once again and i have a terrible sore eye due to my contacts... i feel like i need a head and face transplant... haha...
worked at PS today, quite fun, beginning to like having air con while working... haha didn't feel like working the moment i went back to chinatown... rahhh... Anqi(the ps in-charge) was quite nice lah, let me steal her coffee and use her camera to take a whole load of cool pics... rahhh...
tomorrow will be working at northpoint... augh... *screams*
i feel like a crap i feel like a crap i feel like a crap...
i need more time to chill and sit at a cafe and stone... and be ALONE i want to be ALONE ALONE ALONE! i need more long walks and i need my phone to be burnt... i hate the handphone, the worst invention in the world...
was glad to go home today, you see, i'm so tired all over that a little bit of work makes me exhausted.. 197 was squeezy and i hate it when those irritating old men like to squeeze to the front to get to the door even before the bus reaches the stop! i hate them! i hate every single shred of them! pigs... push push push, even though i tried to put on my best "touch me and you're dead" expression..
!@#$%^&*
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5:47 AM
