Friday, April 13, 2007
random thought: growth can be slow, but it has to be steady... i mean we have to know that we are at the very least progressing and moving up and not falling back again and always being stuck at the same level all the time... right? hahaha... anyway i think i give up trying to become a better person le, just be happy with being me... bah, progress is a crap... haha
i learnt stuff about myself these past few weeks... haha going crazy with the people around me, i realised that there are people that i feel comfortable letting myself go with but there are some people that i just feel more uptight and unable to be very chatty with... haha i always thought i was friendly enough and talkative enough but i realised that i am actually someone who takes quite a long time to warm up to others, depends on the other person ba, if u're a fast warmer then i'll warm up fast... but if you're simply too cool then... i'll probably just diss u off... haha
i am POOR! i spent so much money this week i don't even feel sane... i just keep drawing and drawing and drawing... omg, i need to DIE right now... my atm just feels dry... i am feeling so guilty about spending all that money... but it's all in the name of some really darned good fellowship...so... am i off the hook? haha...
had some nice supper with cheryl and mao san... so bonded right, yea i'm proud of myself too, i bond well with the younger generation... haha, and i'm glad i survived the night, i held my pee for one and a half hours during benny hinn occasionally throwing very calm grins at chery and mao san standing behind me... haha honestly, it's pretty hard to listen to a message when your bladder is bursting...
i realise this post and my previous few posts have been UTTERLY pointless... i can't help it... i tried... haha :P NIGHT
:: izak blogged @
11:22 AM
