Sunday, April 8, 2007
hi hi, it's currently 1.25 am in the night and carissa just signed into msn(yay, meaningless chats!) and i am enjoying the perks of having a laptop WITHOUT a battery problem by enjoying the nice air con and blogging on my bed...
this weekend was really the craziest weekend of the year for me(more to come) and so i approached it with a deep sense of trepidation and a renewed respect for all the people who enthusiastically looked forward to it... easter is quite the nightmare... but i got a chocolate egg from customer service... so i'm happy, who cares...
work was great this week, sales was the pits so i got time to play all day... scream at my colleagues(in a friendly manner) and choose not to fold any clothes at all... haha, i love my job... and i am secretly not going to quit because... i want to buy a new phone... i new stereo... new blinds... a new nose... nahhhz... haha, i'm quite happy with my pug nose, it makes me look chinese although i live with an awareness that people will never look at me and say "issac, your nose is stunning" ... bah, haha i have self-awareness okay, i can't believe how some people can declare themselves gorgeous and sexy and stuff like that, so egoistic... rahh...
easter service was quite good, standing outside of the hall for two days finally i get to go in and experience the drama for myself... haha, HELLO, i was weeping, oh my goodness i shock myself... at first i thought i was just having those kind of things when i dun have enough sleep and i yawn alot and get watery eyes but when nearing the end of the service i began to shake a little in my seat i knew it was not the case... awww, shucks, i think church has managed to emulate korean dramas in tugging at the heartstrings...
anyway i was having emotional turbulence the last few weeks... haha and i'm glad that for the moment i'm over it though i suddenly have the sudden urge to be utterly independant and hide in my room and be totally exclusive and kick the family out... but that happens... it'll pass... haha i think it's during these tough emotional times that i realised who i can really confide in...
REBECCA is great to confide in cause she understands, she's like another you, she's one of the few people that i can actually find who knows whats going on and will be able to share in the burden... *hearts*
SHAWN is good to confide in simply because you feel better after spitting it all out, he's not lying when he says he's a good listener... he simply listens and doesn't do anything... hee2...
zhang hui mei is a killer singer... all other singers burn their CDs when they hear her songs cuz they are GREAT... :P
i realised that recently i have this serious problem of a mood i get into that causes me to become really high and to speak really fast and to speak really fast and to be really crazy and be really enthusiastic and really inquisitive and scary... haha... i think i should spare the general public and become a quieter person... :D yay _ new resolution... haha
i want to learn korean leh... where on earth is carol, must be somewhere staring at her wu zhun posters... hahaha _D
:: izak blogged @
10:22 AM
