Sunday, February 25, 2007
well, today i'm posting up a pic of my school days, haha we all looked like nerds!!! haha, i kinda miss hanging out with all these guys everyday but i guess it's time to move on, it's kinda unnerving to see everything change so fast, the moment the O's finish it's like just a whirlwind of changes that you can't see properly until you just sit and think and ocmpare how your life was just a few months ago...
I was trying to make a decision, whether to do the right thing, but if i was to do it i knew that i had lots of loose ends i'd need to tie up. That kinda threw me off course, i didn't want to tie those loose ends, i was too scared to, i'm a coward, i'm an escapist, i don't confront my problems... then in church we sang the song about "God above all the world in motion" and i kinda felt that i knew that if i dared to do the right thing then he'd tie the loose ends... But being so human i find i don't even want to do the right thing... oh is the crap.
anyway i have loads of off days this week so i'm really happy and i hope that i can get a good rest this week and stuff, meet up with peeps, watch movies and stuff, i want to eliminate pimples and my cough... so sickly right :D
:: izak blogged @
6:59 PM
